date : 22 march 2010

time : past 11p.m

today my day is flat. nothing new for the beginning of the day 22nd march. for the morning session is nothing interesting at all, just trying finishing what it should be. pending works, drawings and appointments. that really routine for an engineer and i begin to like it.

then the midday began change my perspective of view. the previous post said that my car just involved in an accident and i think of it really-really to settle it fast so i cannot be pending to my work. then after lunch, i started to pack and get ready to settle unfinished business for my accident woes. then at police station, i found that many people at there compared to previous day when i lodged or complaint a report. but it does not prevent me to finished it. then i entered as shock so many people inside the building.

i waited to pick up my turn for called id or angka giliran, then came another person who is a she towards to the counter. then she asked etc related like when the time get treated, how she have to wait and many more. then i just think why she cannot wait or be patient since so many people at there

then i notice something, her left arm was covered by badge. then i see it again at the wounded, now i understand why she asking that much question. she already lost her left arm and what left is upper part of her arm wounded by bagde. from the badge i can see it quite new. then i stunned at counter for few seconds. then the officer said to me, son if you really want to wait for your turn to be called today, better you came early tomorrow morning since that time there will be less people to attend at counter and you feel easy bout it.  then i think, it would be better for me to do so and not get involve in uncomfortable emotion regarding for services. after agreed with the officer and promise to come again tomorrow, i looked again at her, sitting back and waiting her number to be called by officer. then i think, it she wrong or other people blame make her became disabled without no arm. that question which i think she know or maybe officer knows. but for sure, the God really know better for every each event occurred there will be cause.

so at night i celebrated my mom birthday with amoderate celebration and rich with food.

date : 21 march 2010
time : 9.30 pm

the day is 21 march 2010. then time is 9.30 p.m. this is been 3rd week of march. and it been really hard week in march. last friday my sister got involved in an accident by another chinese. and lucky just car are involved but not the person. then for following weeks maybe i had to pass my driving car to her, as for her usage like go to school or etc. my sister further study at jitra, kedah in accounting in Politeknik Sultan Abd Halim. that car just brought for 2month and another month i have to wait for the damaged cause by another driver to get fixed at Proton Center.