extract from
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/2/24/nation/20090224211208&sec=nation


so am i still stupid?

yes u are since they already give statement

you just blame it to others~

so stupid am i


suddenly i felt that im stupid...this is because my action thus not reflect to it...

for an example when i click for refresh...the browser dont want it.

then suddenly i asked to my self...

"am i stupid until the browser does not want to refresh it?"

then i came out the solution

you not stupid but the internet are~

so stupid am i



What if?

what if my allowance still not ending?

what if my life began to feel flat?

what if my assignment finished early?

what if my tutorial can be done early?

what if my test are at top of level and i can score?

what if my life began feel not happy?

what if i get married at old?

what if my dream car not achieved?

what if i driving a Jazz not Iswara?

what if i married to dream girl?

what if i have all but i felt loney?

what if i buy the hapiness but i cant go well in sleep?

what if i go that way rather on that way?

what if my friend starting away from you?

what if they friend with you for something?

what if i asked help they dont like it?

what if the miserable is away and happiness are coming?

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so many if, hoping them not become reality at certain point...




while jugling myself into blogging + assignment
this song suddenly came from nowhere in utube
the song entitled

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estrella-stay





the reason why?
1. the introduction of this vids really attracting me!

2.lead singer in this group led by woman..
(which i really think killer! idunno whether she cute or not)

3. the song using combination bonggo (u can see in the clip plus strumming unique guitar)


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date : 11/12/2009
time : near to 1.00 a.m

this is another second week of February...this is mean i already miss first week of saturday and sunday and not forget already past for weekly prayer which is friday prayer in first week...(it compulsory for men not for women and not forget to mention that i went that prayers without hesitation ok!)

but that i dont want to write or say or anything relevent about what a day is wasted....but i want to write about what the most regreted event, action, or title happend during this past weekend..

during saturday 1st week of feburary, one of my classmate is married while on sunday is my dormate, schoolmate is married...not forget to mention both person get married are pair (what i mean pair here is sundays the bridgegroom is married (male or friends married) while on saturday is bridge is celebrated (my classmate is girl get married at that time). thus not to mention both are not from same school, bridge who marred on saturday is former classmate in SMKGS while brigdegroom married is former schoolmate in MRSM B.Pulau....

the regreted thing that i think is not attend both of wedding... until the day i write, still i can feel so distressed and feel regret. i keep asking myself "why and why" but the things is already happen or past! oh what a shame. i didnt know what should i do. the event already past and it been near one week to another saturday or sunday. i just can say "ahh~" (in regretful manner).

to both my friend, i just want to say congratulations for your wedding and hopefully both of you will live long after. may Allah Bless u. sorry for my absenties during your ceremony and hopefully both of you able to understand.

Congratulations to Mohd Saiful Aswat (MRSM BP, dorm samud 2003) and Intan Sofia (SMKGS,3MR 2001)

p/s/s: date i write, just realize im already 2month for age 21...huhu

date : 21/01/2009
time : 20.45

it is good to say it out...why? sometimes you will find it really stressful when you tend to keep inside...but when you speak out...it really2 help you feel little unstressed, ease of mind and etc...

the speak out i mean here for conversation with my classmate buddy sapix...

imagine for 2hrs chilled out at cafe, many information, suggestion, emotional and etc happen within that time..but frankly mostly bout relationship and friend in current situation....

it is i want to share the content?


i think it is not the best to share but from that i can say that it relief...

then after that i think sometimes future is not bright as the fluorescent lamp...